I struggle like the next person to gain a hold of life while making everyday count. There’s nothing like the satisfaction of living everyday to the fullest. Realizing that each day brings you the feeling of accomplishment.
I’ve been gone for a minute. Evaluating my life and trying to figure out where I’m heading. I’m not sure I have all the answers but it’s a fun journey nonetheless. Especially when you consider not knowing is sometimes a good thing.
It’s almost as if your free in some sense. Free from the bindings of expectations and hustle of the everyday struggle where we scurry from one task to the next. So caught up in what we have to do that we forget to just enjoy what we have done.
Then the little light goes off…..
“What do I enjoy doing?”
Answer: What I’ve always done!!!
I’m so lost in my own emotions at the moment. All kinds of craziness runs through my head.
A good kinda crazy though!!!
Long story short, life’s weird. You spend time getting to know people to learn that they ain’t what you thought they were. Then again, I don’t really think much of folk too much anyways.
I love em and deal with em however I can and just mash on through it all. I can just pass by em and not say a word. Not because I’m mad or in my feelings….
Simply because I ain’t got nothing to say!
People have a strange way of thinking the feeling of something new will remain for some time. With the beginning of a new year people promise to do this and that and usually fall short of many of the goals they have set for themselves.
I’ve never been one to create resolutions because I know I backslide and I have no problem with being honest. Considering how last year was I’m already on a better path to doing what I enjoy doing most……whatever that may be!
Life is full of surprises, stepping stones, and mile stones so I’ve grown use to that. Just know this much….
I had to take a break and figure some things out. I had to evaluate some relationships I had and learn to let them go because they were no good to my well being. No good for my growth.
That’s the harsh reality of the world….nothing last forever so to hell with it.
This is a new me….a side very few people see. The true me.
So with that being said here’s to life and a new year with no resolutions.
Man it’s been a long time since my last post. Undoubtedly, I am a tad bit disappointed in my consistency, but with so much going on since the beginning of this year I had to take a break and just reflect.
I spent a great deal doing some soul searching and figuring out where I wanted to be as an artist. I realized I put a lot of effort into promoting music that I like and really none in myself.
A huge part of that I’m sure is dealing with where music is going and where I am in relation with it all. Most times I feel as if…..ehhhh. No matter!!!!
I guess I gotta just stay consistent!!!
It’s been a minute….I’ll be back soon for those who still follow!!!!!
In a second a glimpse can become a lifelong memory.
Cherish every single moment because you may never witness it ever again.
I haven’t blogged in a while primarily due to the fact that this was originally a blog about hip hop…..
Well with hip hop being in the state it is in now I’ve come to realize my time has passed.
I truly lack the desire at the moment to create it, make it, record it, or listen to it. I’ve grown some as well as having a lot on my plate as far as job goes.
So lately I’ve been enjoying the wilderness hiking and camping searching for a new me.
We’ll see what that brings!!!!
Til next time!!!
Another great on The Combat Jack Show!!!!
When God guides your life and removes people from your life we must learn to let it go. If you try to hold on you’ll usually find that you are only adding grief to your own life.
There is a reason that God leads people different ways. That reason is to meet the new people who will help you reach the next chapter in your life.
Don’t fight it….